Showing posts with label Relationships. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Relationships. Show all posts

Thursday, May 8, 2014

What The Fuck Do I have to do?

These is what goes through my head whenever I get rejected and or Friend zoned.

What the fuck do I have to do? To make you mine.
What do you want from me? To get you to love me.
What am I missing? That is keeping you from me.
Why am I am only good enough to be your eunuch?
How can you ask of me for anything when you are not giving me anything in return?
Why do you make me hope only to take it away? 
I try, I try I try and I try and I still can't crack your code.
Why do you feel like I failed you?
Why can't I just move on?
Why does the thought of you torment me?
Why do I fear you'll meet someone better than me?
Why do I hate the thought about you being happy with someone else?
What is it why was I passed over for the promotion from friend to lover?
Why am I demonized for finding you sexually attractive like that is all I want from you?
WHAT THE FUCK DO I HAVE TO DO!

Sunday, April 27, 2014

Who Saves Batman?

As I was listening to Krewella and Nicky Romero's song Legacy a thought it hit me. In that song they are singing about someone essentially saving them from there own darkness. We all want that one person whom will save us. Like a missing component that when connected will turn on our self love god frequency receiver chip. Hopefully to end these feelings of low value, self hate, self destruction and rage. 

Me, personally I have helped saved countless people and helped emotionally heal many. I boosted the self esteem of others. I without hesitation jumped into the dark scary abyss to try to save someone. However, there is no one to save my soul. Aside from the you have to just get my confidence up, or start liking myself. How do I do that when I am told I am no fucking good or none verbally told I am not good enough when I get friend zoned. 

I feel that when you tell someone you like them and, that they are special to you. That it is so beyond a sexual because you are attracted by their light. When that person offers their friendship like its a 99 cent consolation prize. They give you fucking piss poor excuses as to why they cant be with you to the point that it has to be a lie. Tell me the truth I am too fat too poor come on give me something I can work with here if you are my friend. You already tore my heart to shreds why worry about breaking it? However the answer never comes. 

So let us do the math. No one is going to save you no matter how much good you put out there in the universe helping others. Meaning there is no such thing as Karma. No one will give you an honest reason why they won't be the one to save you.

As a man we are expected to not be broken. To tolerate disrespect and emotional damaged from the games some women play. For example many know about the time I was falsely accused of rape by someone I was with for 9 months. We didn't have sex, we barley held hands in public because she said she wasn't comfortable. It turned out she was a closeted lesbian using me as a cover. So when  I found out when I caught her making out with another girl I just said I guess this explains a lot and walked away. To prevent me from telling her family because they liked me. She ran to her brother and his friends and father told them i raped her and they came and whooped my ass. Not to mention being cheated on by the next.

They don't teach men how to recover from that when the cup runeth over. The countless other times I have been bluntly told I was ugly fat and didn't deserve anyone because of it. In a video of poem 1:36 - 1:50 is what I am told to this day. I even believe it. It even feels like steeling when I try to meet someone. I am almost relieved when it doesn't work. What no one knows that there is no fixing it. Especially when you are a guy. You will never be good enough.

With all that. I realized I have to take my own advice that I have given to others. Gotta be like batman and throw that grappling hook before I splat on the ground. Fix myself first because no one will help build you up. Everything is on you. As a man I have to be able to carry my on weight and her weight. Can't expect top meet someone who will have your back. Till then I will at least I will be an amazing comedian. Unleashing my pain as a joke.


Thursday, March 1, 2012

Female Entitlement Ruins Dating

Dating in NYC is a very expensive hobby; especially if you’re not going to get any sex from the endeavor. Dating gets more difficult when you live in a society of entitled bitches. That believe just because they have a cunt that men should just do for them and they don’t have to do anything in return. For example I went on a date with a “lady” 26 (I use the term loosely). I will tell you what happened and the mistakes I made. This will help you see the warning signs and what to do. I hope you will learn from my mistakes.

First, she brought her misbehaving daughter she never asked me or informed me that she was bringing her two year old daughter. That should have been my first warning sign. Guys, if you see a kid with her on your first date or any date leave in fact never date a woman with kids. The Little girl kept running away from her mother almost got hit by a car if it wasn't for me jumping to grab her and basically hold her because the mother (my date) was not about to do a fuck thing about it. So as I was trying to talk to my date I had to talk over brat crying. Little girls are really the biggest assholes in the world. I mean the only positive thing was I decided never want to get married and have kids.

Second, when we were able to talk all she did was complained about her 48 year old “husband” living with his girlfriend, and how he wants to comeback but he is afraid that his skinny as a twig 21 year old girlfriend would kill him and the family. She was so pissed off of the whole thing. She talked so much about utter bullshit that could be solved is she wasn’t such a pussy. She also talked so much I suggested that she enroll in, on and, on and, on, anon. So guys if all she can talk about is her ex or soon to be ex LEAVE!!

Third, after I paid the $80 for the fucking meal. Mostly it was that expensive because she ordered 2 margaritas and didn't put in for her child. She tried to order a third Margareta but I was able to cancel the order it real fast. She had the nerve to try to order without asking me. Guys, let me quote a rule from the god father Tom Leykis never spend more than $40 on a date. This is because, check this out, she was so cold to me. She didn't want to hold my hand, kiss me. And forget about taking me to her place. So basically I paid for her to tell me her problems and babysit while she tried on outfits and hear her complain about her husband. It really doesn't pay to be the nice guy. Women need to learn that men are stronger and will stop rewarding shit behavior.

Forth, we went to a toys store so that she may do more Christmas shopping. She had the fucking nerve after I dropped $80 on dinner to inform me that I needed to buy her children Christmas gifts because their father doesn't do anything for them. Mind you this is our first date. I was like no I don’t have enough to do that for you. She then asked “can you at least help me buy 1 toy”, I refused. I asked her finally why is she being so cold towards me why wont she get a little affectionate she was like maybe if you bought me another margarita I would be a little loose. I spent too much money for fucking maybes. Lets put this in perspective for $80 lets add the train fare $4.50 so for $84.50 I could have order a craigslist hooker for a half hour of sex and had a better time. Instead I was therapist, babysitter, and a soup kitchen feeding the selfish cunt. It wasn't until she turned to her daughter and said “Uncle Louie is going to buy you a toy, tell uncle Louie to buy you that toy” I then turned and told her well I am leaving and I left the store and went home. I learned a lesson and mistakes I will never make again.

This whole date was learning experiences that will save me more money in the long run and also help save you money if you heed my warnings and if you tell your friends to read this. If you have a son, nephew, grandson, any single male make them read this. This is what I learned: Never date a woman with children- If she brings a child to a first date leave immediately no explanation is needed. If she has problems again leave your not a priest or a psychologist to help her with her baggage. Never spend no more than $40 on a date. If you are paying then you make the decisions. You decide where to eat and where to go. Keep control of the date. Stay away from tourist areas of NYC there the most expensive. If she will not act the way you want her to act leave her and just walk away. You don’t have a ring on your finger and owe her nothing. No affection, no gratitude no sex, then date is over. Please guys listen to what I have to say and follow them. If you like this article or not please leave a comment and please click on the ads on this article thank you and good luck!